It's not so much of a favor I guess, it's more of a much needed support that unfortunately
didn't push through.
wanting comfort
wanting control
wanting guidance
wanting direction
I was wanting...a lot of things lately, but the continuous wanting must eventually stop.
Now removing the million dots to all past and prospective queries all answerable by:
<Okay><brr><.>
TRIED DID I, and reached out I had, when to personally fathom such decline is unforgiveable and to surpass the reality of a NO is just a no-no, had I known I never should have taken the road oh I don't know , but I had to have the peace of mind, which still is something in suspension that I'd rather bury in my mind where the mask of pretense shall dominate the true the good and the beautiful that it used to be.
I am growing everyday in the company of intellects one,two-decade advanced from that I lived, a source of happiness, of mental and emotional pollution I call good, no regrets where I am now but the strings of my youth I guess should have an end, that youth shall be everything past
Finding one's self is an everyday challenge, in a month's time a person can grow 10 years ahead of it's physical state, and to outgrow some could be bad but in the light of contrasting principles, habits and customs, one should accept that change is still the only thing unchangeable in this lifetime you borrowed, so make the most out of it.
One should flow with the river of events, and never go against the current for it will just be a thousand sufferings, one should accompany in an arm’s length reach the antidote of acceptance, and you see, regrets should be forgotten for they drag the weak of you, of course I mean this with no offense, emotions should only prosper after the battle has been won, and honestly thy battle hasn't even started yet; whereas this battle perhaps is still in suspense.
Knowing the fruit doesn't fall too far from the tree it should not come as a surprise, you got to be at least proud, I keep my head down still and never forget the origin of my widening circumference so what to fuss about still? Taking the giant leap away is never the option, it's the evident emotional weakling in you trying to act to so big blinded so little.
Mind this, I wouldn’t trade emotions for nothing.
<ALT+13><brr><‘The Curtain Close’><brr<ALT+13>>
Bili nyo ako ng gummy bears,asap.
Francie is a vintage doll by Mattel Inc., cousin of the infamous Barbie
Sincerely, I must admit that I enjoyed all the fireworks this life has given me, you were all so beautiful and I feel so lucky,
but after the show has lit and ended,
still the stars remain.
So, stop asking.
